How scared are we to meet people? How scared are we to have trust in them? Because whenever we started to trust them, they got up and left… There are so many of us who have never experienced love and are so desperate to feel it… And its not that kind of desperate where you just want something and you’re ok and can continue your life without it.

Its the kind of desperate where you can’t function without it. And its extremely sad how many of us actually feel that way. Is it that hard to love us? Are we that unlovable?

Sometimes I sit and wonder whether its really that important to be loved by someone else than it is to love yourself… But every time I’m down low all i want is some of that precious feeling that is love. We don’t know know the real meaning of love and so we run behind what we think love is… And that causes so many problems.

I feel as though its very very important and necessary for people who have been in our lives as long as we remember to understand what we go through when they strip us of our right to feel love. But what can we do, some people are just built that way.

It is also very necessary for us to love ourselves as well. I’ve learnt from a friend of mine that we need to start truly loving ourselves, stop hurting ourselves and start making ourselves feel what love actually is. I understand that its super hard since we don’t know what love is.

You are not alone my love, you can always talk to anyone. And if no ones available, I’m always there. Go to the contacts section where you can find my number, I will be there for you, that’s my word!